Hello loved ones, I hope and pray that you are all taking good care of yourselves and enjoying every breath life gives us as much as I do.
To be honest I really don’t know how I feel right now. Life has too much control over me at the moment, to the sense that everyday goes by without seeing it’s purpose or value because I literally don’t have something to do except the house chores. Lately I have been feeling like I am breaking down a bit while confusion, anxiety and lot of burden is all over me. All caused by the things that are not going the way l have planned or I would love them too. Life have been so promising great things but in a blink of an eye thing have changed and that triggered so much question I have asked myself:
- ‘Is this life I am living is really meant for me?
- Why everything is taking a pause when I really need them to workout?
- Is there anything that I am doing wrong or I am being pushed for things that I did wrong that I don’t know of?
- Am I always going to need help in order for me to survive?Is all of this happening to me because of my sexuality?
- If God has listened and answered all the prayers of others, why He is not listening and answering mine?’